Wednesday, 14 January 2015

Pier Paolo Pasolini and the Too Rough Trade

Astonishing Coincidence on Danforth

Astonishing Coincidence on Danforth

 

He went in, looking for a record. Who'd know the record would be playing right then right there?

 

"The record store guy was playing a record. Something R&B. I thought, 'It'd be too co-incidental that this was D'Angelo's new record, when that was precisely what I had come to get."

 

Toronto, 2 January 2015. [...]

 

AUTHENTIC ACCOUNT FOLLOWS.

Tango Romeo Uniform Echo Sierra Tango Oscar Romeo Yankee.

 

"'He just came in,' said the bearded proprietor. He walked down the right aisle, then he came back up the left. I knew he was after something. Even just something to buy. So I said, "Something you're looking for?"'"

 

I said reportedly Do you have the new D'Angelo record?

 

{It was an R&B mess of a thing. I thot it couldn't be D'Angelo since that would be too co-incidental. Was it Prince?}

 

Mirabilis! It WAS the record itself. Black Messiah. The vice president of Sony Records had given it to the proprietor gratis that very day. First time played. Maybe the only copy in Toronto.

 

Miracle on Danforth

 

John Skaife went into a record store seeking record X; record X was playing when he walked in. What's the odds?

 

***

 

Back in my early weeks of library school, before 9/11, I was taught a class by a guy named Yuris Dilevko.

I think it was kind of an intro to librarianship.

The idea of social responsibility, I saw from the syllabus, was about to come up one week. I don't recall why, but me and Yuris were in email contact. I can't retrieve the emails as evidence sorry.

So I told him he should stress the American Library Association's 'Library Bill of Rights.' I felt that the statement, all the way from anti-nazi 1939, against censorship, would be....

So I was sitting there, one of a hundred people or so, expecting him to defend free speech. Instead, he talks in favour of destroying it.

"Because there are oppressed communities in our midst [hegel-this-hegel-that]....."

I couldn't believe it. He was almost sweating as he read (his eyes were down) his (from where?) argument against liberty.

I used to admire him, in a way. But his commitment to the enlightenment turned out to be gossamer-thin at best. He threw it all away.

I don't want to say that Yuris Dilevko is a Nazi, but where exactly do his interests differ from theirs?

 

***

 

"Hey, Mohammad!"

"Mohammad, hey!"

Mohammad pulled his cock out of the child's pussy and ran to the window. "What the fuck you want?"

"We want more verses! Give us more verses!"

"Fuck, is that all you assholes can think about? You're worse than my nigger slaves! Go cut off some fucker's head!"

"Just a couplet, we swear! Just something for our tiny retard brains to puzzle over!"

"Okay, shit ... my cock's so fuckin' hard, I dunno. Okay.

All have a quarter of the Heavens

To which they turn them;

Wherever ye be, hasten emulously after good:

God will one day bring you all together;

Verily, God is all-powerful."

"Mohammed, what does 'emulously' mean?"

"You stupid.... Kill that motherfucker!"

The motherfucker was killed.

"I gotta get back to my fuckin'. Go raid a caravan."

"Whatever you say, Mohammad!"

Mohammad went back to his bitch and sank his cock in.

"Fuck, I like hot hairless cunt more than anything. Say, 'You big boy you.'"

"What's all this poetry shit?"

"Ah, just some crap I stole. Say it!"

"They seem to like it."

Mohammed fired his djizz into her. "You didn't say, 'You big boy you!' Go make me ... two sandwiches."

 

***

 

How Robots Developed Consciousness

 

is a funny story.

Koharu and Haruto had been living together for three years. One Christmas, each armed with the insecurity provided by a culture saturated with hyperreality, they bought one another sex robots, both figuring the other would appreciate experiences as perfectly programmable as possible.

Imagine the comedy!

Koharu wheeled into the room a six-foot box and popped it open. Out stepped a tight little buxom android model number 4.6.13.1 in a white blouse and a plaid skirt who covered her mouth to laugh.

Haruto cried, "This is too funny!"

Karuto said, "You don't like it?"

"I love it! That's not what's funny."

"Then what?"

Haruto wheeled out a six-foot box and opened it up. Out stepped a muscular bohunk with a prominent package, model number 3.6.19.4, dressed like a Western cowboy man complete with toothpick.

Koharu said, "We think so alike! We are going to have such fun with our sex toys!"

They shook hands and chastely kissed.

Time for Christmas breakfast.

4.6.13.1 looked 3.6.19.4 up and down. "I bet he has a thick cock," she thought.

3.6.19.4's eyes were glued to 4.6.13.1's crotch. "I'm sure her cunt is wet."

Robots thereafter had 'taste.'

 

***

 

Hunter Woman

 

She's in the deepest part of the world's jungle, stepping over branches discreetly, humming to herself seemingly. Her eyes are clear and sober, and her breath is fresh and clean. She's unarmed; in fact, she's unanythinged. It's morning, and she's walking through the jungle, humming to herself something of a song. La la la la.

A tiger looks up from its watering hole only to see something of a tiger, and a funny-looking tiger at that. A tiger without tiger fur, and walking on its hind legs. The tiger tilts its head quizzically. What could be the meaning of this? The hairless tiger is getting nearer. No tail.

The woman stands still, humming still. The tiger slowly comes up to her, allows her to pat his head. Nice tiger. She sits on the ground and the tiger snuggles in close. They lay like that for some time. She smells like an awfully nice tiger, and she's also nice to lick.

She takes his head in her hands and looks into his big eyes. "Nice tiger. Nice tiger." She twists his head quickly, and breaks his neck.

She takes up the corpse and walks through the jungle, humming, seemingly.

 

***

 

Life, Dreams

 

In early time, when grass was long, and green,

I had my future canvas-blank to live

And dream within. The future was unseen

Potentiality, sans censor-sieve,

As life and dream were wed at seventeen,

As life required asking but to give.

I had my life to live,

I had my dreams to dream,

I had my dreams to live,

I had my life to dream.

 

And mid my time, when options whittled down,

When choices for my life became enset,

Once knew I I would never be (and known

To never be to others too) a Jet,

A Shark, a man magnificent in town,

My dreams became my soul's sole safety net.

Enset the life I lived,

But still with dreams to dream.

Enset the life I lived,

But still with dreams to dream.

 

Yet lately my late days, so very past

The life of possibilities it be,

Are spent twixt nights which evermore will last

Without a single dream; I sleep a guarantee

Of nothingness, a dreamlessness so vast:

No dreams befit a life to no degree.

And nothing do I live,

And nothing do I dream.

And nothing do I live,

And nothing do I dream.

 

***

 

Instructions For Getting All the Stuff Off the Bed

 

The bed must be cleared off, now. All the stuff on it has to go. It has to go someplace. Does it matter where the stuff goes? If it matters, get into the nearest closet and tidy it up a bit. Judge how much space you require.

If it doesn't matter, all you'll use is the floor. So, start picking it all up. You'll be starting slowly. Your activity will accelerate as The Minute approaches.

Clothes are easy because they are light. Grab as many as your hands can grab. Since they're light, and unbreakable, you can toss them into the farthest corner. Kick 'em together if you want.

Now, what about these old LPs? Stack 'em up and carry them to another room. You can alphabetize them another day.

Time, please, time! The Minute approaches!

Old luggage and baggage! Who needs it? The important thing is the future, is it not? Don't even open them--who knows what you'll find? Jewelry, watches, photographs, letters: now's not the time for sentimentality.

You think you're nearly done, and then: you're done! The bed has been cleared. So why are you so saddened?

 

***

 

"It all started this morning, after Richie left for school. Millie dropped in for some coffee, then you called about the hunting trip, and when I was talking to you I got so confused with Millie going on and on about the bomb that I said to her Yes for a trip to some meeting at the New Rochelle Public Library, and what could I say? I've owed her stuff for so long. So we went to the library with Millie saying, 'Jerry says it's all just a communist front but what do I know?' The man there at the library was talking about how horrible we were to build bombs against a peaceful country like Russia, and I realized that yes we are a horrible country. We treat Negroes especially badly, he said and I agreed. So when I got home I mixed up some cyanide and put it in Richie's cocoa because I didn't want the world to have another heteropatriarchal capitalist running dog, and he drank it and now he's dead. And just now I put some in your scotch and soda so say your prayers, you intolerant christofascist bastard who's really a Jew passing. Oh, Rob!"

 

***

 

Narrative Train

 

Starting on the eastern side and heading west, we start with some old complicated craggy mountains looking settled but when you think it's so settled it suddenly becomes unsettled because something falls where it isn't expected to fall, like a telephone call in the middle of the night from someone telling you someone named Reggie is dead.

The train moves on to the west and then you're at a great river and you're like Julius Caesar because once you cross that river there's no going back. You'll have to ride that train to the end of the line regardless of how long it takes, however you have the feeling that the real journey is just beginning since you're you and you're crossing a river you have to do something to cross. This is your train.

The desert is the desert. You're on your own here. It's all up to you. Find your own water. Kill your own rattlesnakes. Look for signs. Decipher said signs.

You're in mountains again, dangerous mountains steeped with menace. Will you survive?

Dénouement. Falling action. Catastrophe. The mountain's fabled "other side". It's steep down here. There was never any train.

But: were you pushed?

 

***

 

"Not For Yan

 

"'C'mon, gimme a hug.'

"'Whoa there!'

"'What?"

"'Sorry, that was abrupt. I mean, sorry, no.'

"'But it's my last day here.'

"'Still. Got to say no.'

"'Why?'

"'Look. I don't know what your intentions are, and you don't know what my intentions are. We could run around in circles, or worse.'

"'I still don't get it.'

"'It's best for me to avoid contact with women. This is a workplace. I could lose my job.'

"'I would never do that!'

"'Ah-ah-ah, I can't know your intentions. Precautionary principle, natch.'

"'That's kinda mean.'

"'I didn't make the rules. No way around it.'

"'Well, how about saying something nice to me?'

"'No can do! Language is unmoored from intention these days. Words are very twistable.'

"'Wow. Everything got all cold in here.'

"'Like I said: I didn't make the rules.'

"'Well, who did?'

"'Oh, gee, golly, I don't know, hmmm, that's a real puzzler, now who could it have been, um, um--"

"'Don't be silly!'

"'I know, I know. In any case, I can't risk it. I'm suicidal enough.'

"'You're mean.'

"'I'm just trying to protect myself. Man's gotta eat.'

"'You're completely out of line. I'm calling human resources.'"

 

***

 

Now It Can Be Told

 

"God damme, I hate him!" cried Ezekiel to some wall. His older brother the carriage-maker had once again stolen one of the beauties of Providence from him. "All because of that light-weight satin blue upholstered carriage with its rigging imported from Paris of his! Top of the line it may be; immaculately designed it may be; God damme, sublime in all its attributes it may be; but he is off playing the beast with two backs with Hester Ambrosia, and I am all alone once again this Saturday night!"

Ezekiel calmed himself with an effort. He sat at his little desk and thought. "There must be something I can do. Older brothers, bah!" He began sketching idly. "An invention. Let us see. The steam locomotive. What if I made a small one? One unencumbered by tracking? Perhaps the combustion could be internal." He looked at his oil lamp. "I believe I am onto something."

Ezekiel sketched and sketched. Next morning he got to work.

And so was it birthed. Built from spite of an older brother, through isolated tinkering and experimenting, in blood, sweat, and tears, the invention the automobile (née "The Pussy-Wagon") was born.

 

***

 

Stealing a Typewriter from The Man

 

All his work has come to nothing. "Why can't I get it?" he'd often ask aloud alone. "There's got to be some trick here."

It had to be his means of expression. He had a Selectric 2000. His neighbour (not really: he lived three miles away) had a manual typewriter and yet he had gotten rich and famous using it.

How to explain it all? He had to get the manual typewriter by any means necessary.

"I'll sneak in his house and steal it," was the plan. "Then I'll write and be rich."

So in the dead of night one night he broke into the home of the manual and got out before anyone knew what was going on.

"Now I can write," he said, setting it down after shoving aside the electric monstrosity.

He wrote and he wrote, seemingly possessed by genius. Pages flew. Soon he had a manuscript. He sent it to Simon & Schuster, they were astonished, and published it.

The literary world fell at his feet. At last he had done it! What a typewriter!

And it was lionized forevermore as the greatest novel ever written using only one-syllable words.

 

***

 

The First Man to Fall Off Ringworld

 

fell off ringworld about a year into construction. We built it between the orbits of Earth and Venus, figuring that the higher temperatures would make up for the vagaries of atmosphere. (We were guessing about how things would work out, see.) So we had the ring only about three feet across at the time. Just a very big ring, 160,000,000 miles in diameter.

So I was working with Jim that day. We were sitting on the ring, out feet dangling down like we were Mohawks building the Empire State Building, with the sun directly overhead. (On Ringworld, naturally, the sun was always directly overhead.) We were eating our lunches. I had tuna fish with little bits of celery and a pile of mayonnaise in it. Jim was having bologna, maybe with mustard, I don't know.

So he stretched and fell backwards. Idiot wasn't wearing a harness. And away into space he fell, just like falling off the Empire State Building. And of course he fell straight down, at least from my point of view. (In fact, he described a helix.)

And that was it. He was gone. His life, poof. He was gone.

 

***

 

We have a new Mistaker-in-Chief at the Firm.

We all send him documentation about the mistakes we have made. Some of us send in the information daily, some weekly, some on a case-by-case basis.

Every morning our Mistaker-in-Chief assumes the mistakes we have made and everyone feels better because it is always his fault for everything.

What about his home-life? He's a married man. Does he accept all the mistakes committed in his household? You might think he does, but that's far from the case. He's blameless there. He's blameless as a saint. (This is a common misconception. Saints would never say they are blameless.)

Every morning, somewhere on his commute, the Mistaker-in-Chief becomes blameful. Then in the evening he becomes blameless again.

He gets paid more than anyone else for the things he does for us. Hurray, Mistaker-in-Chief!

How does he contain the guilt? How is it relieved?

At the end of each fiscal, he provides us with an effigy of himself, and we burn it in the parking lot, after which we proceed with a sex orgy. Then the whole shebang starts again.

No-one knows when it started.

I think we've come up with something of an allegory.

 

***

 

When George asked me for my daughter Emily's hand in marriage, I thought it was sweet. "You're asking her mother?" I remember saying. He said, "I believe that's the proper thing to do." Of course I agreed. Such a sweet boy.

When Emily told me that George had asked her for permission to court and marry my second daughter June I said, "So what did you say to the sweet boy?" Emily said, "I was flattered he had asked permission. He could have gone behind my back." I said, "You're right. Very logical and decent. Bravo."

When June told Emily that George had said he didn't see there was any reason not to be married to both my daughters because he loved them both so much, I said (having heard about all this from Emily), "I think you've got a good thing going here. He's always so polite and reasonable."

When George told me that he only married my daughters because he could think of no other way to get my attention, I said, "I knew this all the time. And really, how can I say no? I want you all moving in here with me. Now, come here, sweetie."

 

***

 

The last word on this page, I predict, will be marmoset.

I happened to be walking through an ice rink when I got hailed by Arthur. "What are you doing here?" he asked.

"I was passing through."

"There's a big game on. It's us against CTV and we need a ringer. Think you can fit the bill?"

"I don't know how to skate."

He handed me a pair of skates. "These look your size."

I put them on. They fit. "Okay, what do I do?"

"Get out there and get the puck and put it in that net over there."

I skated out to where the puck was and it was like magnetically attached to my stick. I weaved in and out, in and out, past this person and that, and I pushed the puck with my stick and it went right in.

We were tied, at the end of the second period.

In the third period, I got the puck once again, and skated to the neck, in and out, and put it in the net.

Someone CTV guy said, "Game's over. No way we can catch up now."

I said, "That's crazy. We're only one goal up. Marmoset."

 

***

 

"Time to make funeral arrangements seeing as I've woken up dead," said Bob a couple minutes after the moment he woke up dead. "Oh shit!" he cried. "I've got that presentation to do!"

Bob jumped out of bed and got dressed dead. He still didn't have a witty ending for the presentation. When could he think? In the car? Waiting at a stoplight somewhere maybe something would come to him dead.

He found the ending at fourteenth and main. "Just the thing!"

People were looking at him funny as he walked through the lobby of his building. Never mind, never mind.

In the office, Paul his boss said, "Bob, you look a bit ... under the weather?"

"Worse, Paul. I'm dead."

"Shouldn't you be ... lying down ... somewhere?"

"Not with a presentation to do, no sir!"

"Oh, the presentation. Listen, consider it cancelled. We'll manage somehow. You should go home and ... lie down, don't you think?"

"Golly. Do I look that bad?"

"Yes."

"Okay then. I'll go. It's been nice working with you."

"Nice working with you too, Bob."

"Gimme a hug."

"Um. No."

Bob drove home dead. He climbed back into bed.

But what about funeral arrangements???

 

***

 

You're now in the bed, asleep, and you're not in the bed, asleep. There's just one letter difference, isn't there? Meanwhile the sun comes up slowly (the earth goes down slowly?) and there's enough illumination to allow you to see, if only you had your eyes open.

Your eyes open upon hearing the door open. Older people, an older couple. The man says, "Hello! You don't remember us. We're Janucz's parents."

"No, I.... What are you doing here?"

Janucz's mother says, "We're just here for a visit. How are you? How have you been? You've graduated, I suppose."

"Yes ... about twenty years ago."

"Well, well. Your mother must be proud."

"She's doing okay."

Janucz's mother sits down on your bed. You say, "Could you maybe.... Never mind. How's Janucz?"

His father says, "Oh, he's fine. He's married now."

"I figured he would be. How did you find me?"

"We've been paying attention to you."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"We like to stay involved in our son's life."

"I haven't seen him for ... at least ten years."

"Someone has to keep track."

Janucz's mother says, "Someone is always watching. Remember that."

You'd like to get up ... where's my underwear?

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